Walk Away From the Sun

The Sun is gone

~Walk Away From the Sun~

And the flowers rot

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A MONTH LEFT

So, I have about a month before my prelims begin, and luckily
I’ve already started revising. Well, I should have started revising
a long long time ago, but yeah, was too playful and putting other
things ahead of whats really important. Plus, what recently happened
also didn’t contribute well to my sanity. I don’t think I’ll be able to
score with flying colours, but I hope I can at least pass.

…..

THAT NUMB FEELING

Without anyone to call my own, the feeling is empty and cold.
A numbing silence when I call for someone to lean to. Falling
into this loneliness is all to familiar. Its the same feeling I have
constantly when I walk alone in the rain. I do see the sun most
of the time. But I don’t feel the warmth. I’m content with life,
but not all that satisfied. I wish I had someone… To love…

…..

GO TO SLEEP

To dream of a girl in my arms is a lingering
feeling that I feel that I’ve been robbed of. And
even when I do, a awake to soon. A dream deferred..
A path detoured, a heart burnt. I want to rest my head
on someone who loves me. I know I will find someone
soon… But I wish it were sooner.

…..

SO BREAK ME DOWN

Its this loneliness that kills me. I know my friends tell
me I should change this logic, that I’m only truely happy
when I’m in love with someone. But understand that
happiness is different for different people. I never liked being
single. Not even when I was 14. I always see people who don’t
deserve to have a girlfriend. Although, who am I to judge. Maybe
its because those people were the ones that bullied me, maybe thats
why. I want to be truely happy, to give my heart with no restrictions.
But for anyone to love me, I have to smile.

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I could bleed for a smile

YOU GIVE ME THE DRIVE TO MOVE ON WITHOUT YOU

And cry for some fun