Take it all Away

But what was found

~TAKE IT ALL AWAY~

is lost again as soon as it appeared

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WHAT I FEEL

From my recent influx of FaceBook statuses, you must be
thinking that I’m a hypocrite. I say i’ll be happy and all
but then I’m doing everything else. I’m at the stage of
‘Hard Acceptance’. Being forced to accept the truth
is never easy. This was what Naddiah warned me about.
Although I may be moving on, the waves would come,
I’ll be emotionally thrown around.

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THE PROMISE

I will never cry over this. Ever again. I must not give in.
I have had enough of crying over something that was
clearly over. Its over. ITS OVER! I never break my promise..

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THE WINGS CUT

I feel like the mask is forming again. The shell is manifesting again
I feel the wings that I just grew back, turning into blades again. I’m trying
to keep flying, but they cut. I don’t want to fall again. I don’t care if it rips
me up, I will never fall into that shitty place. The only way I can beat this
is to smile. I cannot lose hope…… My weakness may be me being naive.
But its my strength as well. There is hope… There is always hope… Never
forget that.

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I’m breaking; I can’t do this on my own

I’M SO SORRY FOR WHAT’S BEEN SAID. FORGIVE ME PLEASE

Can you hear me screaming out, am I all alone?